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What Am I To You by Norah Jones

  • Nov. 26th, 2009 at 9:05 PM
watermelon
one of my fave songs. been listening to it again on repeat the past two days^^
here's the dwld link for the mp3: click THIS

What am I to you
Tell me darling true
To me you are the sea
Vast as you can be
And deep the shade of blue

When you're feeling low
To whom else do you go
See I cry if you hurt
I'd give you my last shirt
Because I love you so

If my sky should fall
Would you even call
Opened up my heart
I never want to part
I'm giving you the ball

When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies
I love you when you're blue
Tell me darlin true

What am I to you

Yah well if my sky should fall
Would you even call
Opened up my heart
Never want to part
I'm giving you the ball

When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies
Could you find a love in me
Could you carve me in a tree
Don't fill my heart with lies

I will you love when you're blue
Tell me darlin true
What am I to you
What am I to you
What am I to you



sunshine in my night sky

  • Nov. 26th, 2009 at 8:42 PM
watermelon
Because you're the sunshine in my night sky,
that little burst of hope diamond,
that few drops of rain in this parched land,
because you're you.
because you don't mind me being me.
because you're...well, because you're you, you know?

thank you, for being the sunshine in my night sky,
because my night and day rotate at a speed too fast,
too much for me to catch up at times.
but hey, i seem to have quite a few sunshine around~~~^^

^____^

  • Nov. 26th, 2009 at 2:49 PM
watermelon

Anyeong~! i'm sorry i couldn't bring myself to reply to any of the comments left on the previous post..i can't seem to, idk how to explain it but i just can't bring myself to do it. But know that i wanted to say thank you to each of you guys. i didn't know why i posted it, i guess it didn't take a genius to see that i get irrational at times, and that was one of those times. thank you, for your kind words, for the borrowed strength, for the knock on my head, and even for the unspoken. i've been writing my thoughts down these past two days, pages and pages of words that helped to calm me and hey, i'm saneeee again? ^^ hihi!!

sleepless thought

  • Nov. 25th, 2009 at 1:42 AM
watermelon
can't sleep. keep thinking about this for the last few hours..ahaha, since everything seems to leave me lately, i might as well take my own leave too, and let's face it--if i take off and disappear now, it wouldn't really matter anyway. you can always find someone else, someone who can treat you better than i ever could, a better friend, a better writer, a better person--instead of this crazy girl who talk too much and ramble nonsense and keep making a fool of herself right here, and doesn't know how to appreciate you. and yeah, it's tiring having to deal with me, isn't it? keeping up with me and my various mood change/ personality sides and being my friend? i can't change who i am, no matter how much i try to be better, and i don't wanna hurt you further by..idk, by existing perhaps..
hurt me, bash me and knock me over if you want to, i don't care anymore, perhaps i deserve them all. i took a good look at my lj and i noticed how the entries seemed to be posted by different people, only they are all by me. but they showed just how unstable i am, as a person, as a writer, as a friend. i can't promise you that i'll be the stable shoulder that you need, because i know i'll never be able to be steady. i'm just me. just me. would you still take me even if i'm me?

My Own Personality DNA - try it!!

  • Nov. 24th, 2009 at 3:04 PM
watermelon

lol, i'm always trying to figure myself out, so i found this test and was intrigued!! and the coolest thing about it is that you get your own personal DNA!! that's what i love most about it! it mixed all your personality traits based on the answers you gave to its 11 page questionnaire! it only takes abput 10 mins to answer them all, so yeah, give it a try if you want! though i have to say, i didn't expect this result..lol, simply emptied my mind and answer by heart, that's the best way to do it, i guess.^^

assess your own personality DNA?  )

choosy lover me? ^^'

  • Nov. 24th, 2009 at 2:00 PM
watermelon


You are The Lovers


Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.


The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.


Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.


What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

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THE 3 REBELS / MMA / ZOOM IN SUBETE

  • Nov. 24th, 2009 at 11:50 AM
watermelon
was watching the SECRET CODE dvd again last night and thought that i'll peek into LJ today and am glad i did~~MAMA 2009. am damn proud. like cassies have grown up ne? damn proud damn proud. amazing girls, just amazing! and sme can go screw some *** for making the boys and omg omg omg jaejoongie cried so hard backstage...you know what? i wish i have the power to generate a force field..aigoo...but perhaps it's better that he cried, rather than keeping it in all the time..

and kudos for JaeChunSu, for mentioning HoMin and for finding a way to mention DBSK without uttering the word itself. why do i keep wishing that HoMin would come out and say that they love the 3 members too, like RIGHT NOW? they looked like they were trying their best to put on a brave front--someone hug them pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! but heck yeah, i wish those two would be wiping the three's tears later....dongbang-ah~~!! >____<!

and i so so love Mnet, for this, for their documentary on dbsk a few weeks ago--they could be doing this to gain more attention to their network, of course--but the fact that they're at least doing something to push dbsk into the spotlight and to remind ppl that they still exists and are still fighting..okay, i can hug them for that.

vid credit: dirah9305@YT

and ZOOM IN!!! CAN I PLS PLS HUG YOU????? PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE!!! the hosts, the station and all!!! gyahhh, i just gotta say this, i think ZOOM IN is one of THSK's strength in Japan, just like PEACE PROJECT! from the way they've been supporting the boys since 2005 until today!!! <3 <3 <3 rock on!!!



vid credits : SleeplessDBSKnights@YT

Nov. 19th, 2009

  • 9:39 PM
watermelon
came across this fanvid a couple of weeks ago, and i just love it so much. it's pretty well done and is hawt hawt~~ just gotta spazzz on it~~ ^___^

vid credits goes to : LoveIrelandPride @YT

yesh i am a gemini

  • Nov. 19th, 2009 at 8:24 PM
watermelon
Hmm, i love reading horoscopes and all, not that i believe much in it, but most times they become eerily true, and appears to be too close to the truth. Found this one and was thinking; hmmm, that explains a lot. ahahaa~~. i've highlighted the ones that i think; hey, that's me! lol!

the twins  )

fic pimp

  • Nov. 13th, 2009 at 8:35 PM
watermelon
pimp post. idk, coz this fic just seemed to matter a lot to me, especially since the boys are still in code red. and guess i won't be around much, k. i'll just pop out every now and then.

Title: Searching for Purple Line

Length: One shot (6,245 words)
Author: Sacch

A/N: Written in the light of recent events, with the intention to take my own heart back on a journey down the path called Dongbangshinki—and just what stood behind that prestigious name. Maybe reading this will take you down that road too.
Rating: PG

Pairing : Yunho / Jaejoong, Yoochun / Junsu, Min, OT5
Genre: Romance ( bittersweet), Fluff, some angst, pretty melancholic
Summary: Sometimes it takes nearly losing that somebody for you to realize just how much he means to you, and how much your own existence intermingles with his. This is not a love story; it’s a story about re-discovering love when love almost slips through your fingers—because sometimes it takes almost losing your breath to realize just how much you forgot to appreciate the fact that you’re still breathing.

 

The hood of his convertible was pulled down all the way and his hair floated in the wind, the soft golden-brownish locks ruffling atop his head and brushing against his ears in ghostly caresses, with his particular ‘ha-ha-ha’ brand of laughter haunting the air and fighting over the sound of the car’s engine and the rushing wind—you wished you were holding a Polaroid camera in your hands, freezing that moment in time.

T.O.G.E.T.H.E.R

  • Nov. 12th, 2009 at 1:16 PM
watermelon
dbsk 0t5

a picture says a thousand words <3

  • Nov. 12th, 2009 at 12:53 PM
watermelon
dbsk ot5

because a picture says a thousand words. this is all that i hope for. the best.

-the end-

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A REASON TO SMILE

  • Nov. 4th, 2009 at 12:01 PM
watermelon
Coz Ana is just tooo sweet!!! the chibi yunjae sketch that she said she was going to draw for me is doneeeeeeee!! TT___TT!!! lol, did i said a reason to smile? yes i did! and well, okay okay, i ended up crying too...gawd, but this is this is..,cdokfb eryfguwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! >__< mcvdbd  fvvf fverv!! okay, okay, in case you haven't seen her drawing yet, pls do so!! it's just soo cute!! in fact all of her drawinsg are awesome, and yes i am pimping her works!! yup i am. and yeshh, her fanfic drawing comm [info]red_maple_leaf

and jsdfhv fgef efvf21! it's the first time anyone ever took their time to make me a drawing from my fics... TT--TT!!! huhu, and that's a secret dream of mine actually, coz sometimes i ache so badly to have someone draw out a certain scene from a certain fic, nfuifh fg okay, you guys might already know how much i wish to trade my writing ability for the ability to draw by now, so huhu, that means so much to me, the drawing! dihnveruvfgegf@! *flails/jumps/flies/runs around/dies/cries*

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-DON’T, BABY DON'T-

  • Nov. 3rd, 2009 at 7:44 PM
watermelon

-DON’T, BABY DON'T-

 

And don’t let it fall, baby,

This little heart that you’re holding here.

Don’t let others take it away too,

Even if at times, you feel like it’s not worth keeping,

Or worth fighting for.

 

Don’t let hurtful rumors,

Or nasty comments, or painful pictures

Destroy the image that you see,

Hidden in your chest; not what’s reflected in your eyes.

Because sometimes, we are blind even with our eyes wide open.

 

And don’t. don’t let it fall.

Hold it close, whisper strength,

And blow hope into it with all your might.

Don’t let others divide you into two or more either,

Stay united for what you believe in.

 
 

7:42 pm

3rdNov 2009
 

a/n: T-T  because it hurts to see fans being divided into camps over the whole issue. Since when are we divided, when DBSK is always always ONE? And yeah, I thought we could all use the words. i'm not good with much, but sometimes i'm good with offering words of comfort, perhaps...<3


 

 

a new twist ne?

  • Nov. 2nd, 2009 at 7:41 PM
listen to your heart
why is it that just when i came online i always see new shit being splayed on the dongbang vs SME issue? *points to the latest issue*.....*dunno what to think anymore* too many sources saying different things, ...i just don't know..i just want all boys back together as five, that's all, not divided like this. it could be a ruse that SME is playing (i'm not ruling out the term 'dirty play' here), it could be the truth, it could be...oh hell, whatever, but well, let's sit back and see how this new twist in the drama plays out in the next few days. until then i refuse to believe in anything that threatens to destroy my faith in the OT5, in the dongbang friendship. and even if the news regarding Yunho and Changmin is true, i believe they have their own reasons--not because they want to hurt the other 3 or whatever. and hell, don't  anybody tell me bullshit about a divided dongbang anymore. after a few sleepless nights, a damn paper which i'm still stuck with  and cups and cups of coffee, i am seriously gonna bite off someone's head if someone even mention a world without dbsk. i don't need that, not right now. they've been  through it all, thick and thin, building dreams together, and i refuse to believe that they will end their friendship over this shit. i am cursing a lot ne? miane for that. lol. too emo perhaps. but yeah, so be it. am gonna keep watching the developments as they come, and until then, i'll just hold tight to this little space in my heart that i've always reserve for the boys. call me stupid, or blind, but i'm holding on. there.
*goes to crash into a bed and sleep this nightmare away* pls make it go away by the time i wake up...

but yeah, if we feel bad, the boys,who are in the middle of all this turmoil must be feeling a hundred times worse and unsure...T-T *huggles dbsk*

and for the record, until the boys issue an official statement themselves or hold a press con where all five are speaking on the matter, i will treat the new shit that will be coming (and i see more?) as rumors. ^^

oh, play out, play out, endless tragedy with the face of a drama, enough to rival the bad stone that lies in the state of Denmark~..ahaha, wth am i thinking of Shakespeare and his tragedies at the mo? jjnc but yeah, play on, play out thy screaming melody of a tragedy....

and come on, minna! genki up!! genki up!!! don't let this bring you down!!! (^0^)/  not yet!! come onnnnnnnnnnnn!!!! *shakes everybody by the shoulders*  aigoo!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

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